~john green~ the fault in our stars

TFIOSRead it in: around two weeks

I have a friend who is a diehard John Green fan, and she chucked a fit when she heard I hadn’t read his latest work.  I’d read another of his, ‘An Abundance of Katherines’, and yes, it was a good book, but I wasn’t very much into YA anymore and I had a lot of great things coming up on my reading list…

Turned out this was not one to be turned down.  I had heard that it was great, but I didn’t expect it to actually fulfill my expectations.  Well, it did more than that.  I love John Green and everything, he’s a great guy with a great sense of humour and a talent for writing, but this was quite an amazing book.  It stood out from others and I can’t stop thinking about it.

Alright, so I’ll admit it.  I cried.  I do that very rarely.  The only books in which I’ve cried that I can list off the top of my head are ‘Goodnight, Mr. Tom’ and ‘My Sister’s Keeper’ (the book is so much sadder, don’t bother with the movie).  In ‘Goodnight, Mr. Tom’ I cried multiple times.  In ‘The Fault in Our Stars’, I cried multiple times as well.

Alright, so I stayed up past midnight reading this because I couldn’t put it down.  And then cried.  And then finished the book.  And then couldn’t get to sleep because I kept crying.

Bravo, John Green, that’s probably one of the most literature-fuelled emotional times I have had in my life.

But, I thought to myself, I should have expected it.  The two main characters have/had cancer.  You read the blurb on the back of the book and you just know there’s going to be a death!  It’s expected!  You’d be disappointed if there wasn’t one!  I was reading through the book waiting for death to come knocking, and when it did, it bowled me over.

It wasn’t just the way it was written, it was the scenes and the emotions that were portrayed, and, most of all, Green’s amazing characterisation abilities.  The characters, the scenes, stayed in my head long after I’d finished this book.

Probably the best YA book I’ve ever read.

Read it if you: are looking at this review sceptically, shaking your head and saying, “Wouldn’t reduce me to tears…”, and are nodding right now while reading this, like interesting and humorous prose

While reading, listen to: I’ll Try Anything Once The Strokes, Patience Low Roar, I’ll Never Forget You Birdy

~stephen king~ carrie

CRead it in: maybe a week

This was the first Stephen King I ever read, and, in my opinion, the best one he’s ever written.  It was also the first one he ever wrote.  It’s a rare occasion that an author’s first work happens to be their best, that is, if the author continues on to write many, many works, the way that King has.

I find this book is set apart from others in King’s own horror genre for many different reasons.  First of all, you can sympathise with the monster – definitely not a normal trait in horror works, but one that is very valuable, I think.  It’s also quite sad.  Towards the end I felt very, very sorry for all characters involved, despite all their wrongdoings.

It also has its trademark scary bits – in this one, King loves his gore and death, hinting at an ability to give people very interesting, almost non-conformist deaths.  He’s creative with his death scenes, we see.

He also shows that he is a master of suspense.  From the first page I knew I had to read through the end.  Why?  Because the first page was a newspaper article about the ‘Black Prom’ and all the terrible things that occurred there, linked back to a seemingly harmless girl called Carrie White.  From there, we are recounted Carrie’s life throughout the year of the prom, but the text is always dotted with snippets of articles, eyewitness accounts, death reports and so on.  You just have to know what happens, and to know that in full detail, you have to read to the end.

At once, Carrie is normal and abnormal.  She has always been seen as abnormal by her classmates, and her home situation, the very skill that she is born with, makes her even more abnormal.  Yet we are able to follow her emotional journey up until the prom and see what experiences lay behind the choices that she makes.  This reveals her to be rather more human than we first suspect.  It’s this element of surprise that makes Carrie one of my favourite novels.

I know there’s a film coming out soon.  It’s supposed to be good – the trailer looks good – but please, please read the book first!  Nothing can top King’s incredible ability to recount the events of the Black Prom.  The images he uses are incredibly shocking and frightening not in the usual supernatural way, but in a gory, more realistic manner that makes this story remain with you for years and years (as it has for me).  Nothing can top King, not even the best acting, special effects, costumes, settings, whatever.  He is master of words in this book.

Read it if you: have always been curious about Stephen King but don’t want to scare the shit out of yourself, appreciate good horror that is not just plain old horror but so much more, like Stephen King but haven’t read this yet (how could you not have read it yet?!), enjoy reading good books, just read it.

While reading, listen to: Will You Love Me Tomorrow Lykke Li, Misery Hypnogaja (two totally different tracks for you)

~jack kersh~ hotel sarajevo

HSRead it in: one week

There was a time in my life when I came to feel as if there had only ever been pictures of war-torn countries on the TV that were Middle Eastern.  The footage hardly ever portrayed European blood being spilled.  It was strange.  But as I looked through my history books, I realised that not even that long ago there was conflict in a European country that was prolonged and extremely bloody.  I couldn’t even remember it, let alone imagine it.

This book helped me to understand what it was like.  Well, I’ve never really been able to understand all of the politics involved in the wars, who were the belligerents and so on.  But more than anything, I am able to understand how this war, in particular the Siege of Sarajevo, effected the day to day lives of people, and this is the most inteHS1resting part, in my opinion.

So, the Siege of Sarajevo lasted from 1992 to 1996 and was the longest siege in modern warfare.  Snipers shot down at civilians from the hills, shells were blasted into apartment blocks, buildings ruined, supplies cut off, basically they were trying to kill the entire population of the city.  In this setting, we meet our main character, Alma, who while trying to locate her parents and survive the siege, is experiencing love, sorrow and all those others icky teenager-y emotions.

(–> picture: a man collects firewood on the street)

The historical setting is what really intrigued me about this book.  As I said, I could never imagine a European city to be in such a state of decay and violence.  Naive as I was, I then realised that a European country had been host to a monstrous genocide.  But the day to day struggle of these people to survive really inspired me, and I’ve now written more than a few short stories with Sarajevo as the setting.

This book is a harsh but realistic introduction to this.  It’s about kids in a situation where no kids should be.  They live in an abandoned hotel, they ration their food, they raid and steal forTHE SIEGE OF SARAJEVO provisions, some die and the others bury them, they experiment with love and loss and life and death with no constant adult presence to guide them through.  It’s an amazing story and all the more amazing because it’s based on fact.

(–> picture: the ruins of Sarajevo)

Very, very tragic though, but I would have been annoyed at Mr. Kersh if he tried to make it into a happy-ending-fairytale-esque story when, for so many people, it wasn’t like that at all.  It is shocking at every turn, but also surprisingly beautiful in parts.  The emotions of the characters, who seem too young to experience real, adult feelings, are surprisingly deep.  The storyline catches you with its unpredictability, highlighting the very unpredictability of life in Sarajevo at that time – at any moment you could be blown up or shot down or die of hunger or illness.

Read it if you: are interested in the Bosnian conflict, think Europe is beyond genocidal wars (it will surprise you), like war and survival stories, don’t mind a bit of tragedy (okay, a lot).

While you read it listen to: Miss Sarajevo U2, From the Ground Up Sleeping At Last

~jonathon safran foer~ extremely loud and incredibly close

ELAICRead it in: less than a week (under pressure)

I wouldn’t have read this book, I don’t think, except for the fact that it was on my reading list for an English course.  I tend to avoid September 11 literature, only because it’s in abundance.  But I am exceedingly, exceedingly glad that I read this.

This book is one of complete contrasts.  I picked it up expecting sad and found funny, very funny.  I was sitting outside the cinemas waiting for a friend having just picked up this book from a bookstore around the corner and found myself sniggering so much I was being looked at.  Take this passage, I just love the kid narrator’s voice:

‘My first jujitsu class was three and a half months ago.  Self-defense was something that I was extremely curious about, for obvious reasons, and Mom thought it would be good for me to have a physical activity besides tambourining, so my first jujitsu class was three and a half months ago.  There were fourteen kids in the class, and we all had on neat white robes.  We practiced bowing, and then we were all sitting down Native American style, and then Sensei Mark asked me to go over to him.  “Kick my privates,” he told me.  That made me feel self-conscious.  “Excusez-moi?” I told him.  He spread his legs and told me, “I want you to kick me in the privares as hard as you can.”  He put his hands at his sides took a breath in, and closed his eyes, and that’s how I knew that he actually meant business.  “Jose,” I told him, and inside I was thinkingWhat the? He told me, “Go on, guy.  Destroy my privates.”

“Destroy your privates?” With his eyes still close he cracked up a lot and said, “You couldn’t destroy my privates if you tried.  That’s what’s going on here.  This is a demonstration of the well-trained body’s ability to absorb a direct blow.  Now destroy my privates.”  I told him, “I’m a pacifist,” and since most people my age don’t know what that means, I turned around and told the others, “I don’t think it’s right to destroy people’s privates.  Ever.” Sensei Mark said, “Can I ask you something?”  I turned back around and told him, “‘Can I ask you something?’ is asking me something.”  He said, “Do you have dreams of becoming a jujitsu master?”  “No,” I told him, even though I don’t have dreams of running the family jewellery business anymore.  He said, “Do you want to know how a jujitsu student becomes a jujitsu master?”  “I want to know everything,” I told him, but that isn’t true anymore either.  He told me, “A jujitsu student becomes a jujitsu master by destroying his master’s privates.”  I told him, “That’s fascinating.”  My last jujitsu class was three and a half months ago.’ (page 2)

So I was surprised, at first, but then I became more and more so as the story progressed.  If I thought it was just a story about September 11 and some cute little kid who lost his Dad, then I was very wrong.  It was so, so much more than that.  Not only was it funny in parts, it was desperately sad, confusing and altogether an emotional masterpiece that is definitely hard to forget.

The story is, in a very, very much simplified manner, that of Oskar whose father died in 9/11 who is attempting to find the owner of a key that he finds in a vase in the closet.  ELAIC1At the same time, the story compares the events of 9/11 to those of the Dresden bombings and of the atomic bomb in Hiroshima.  All three stories are told in different manners, the emotions of this young boy are shown in prolific detail, using not only words but pictures, photographs to help us understand.

I’ve never read something that employs such different techniques into writing.  I’ve never thought that a writer could use photographs or text in such a manner that enhances a story; I always thought words ought to be enough.  But Safran Foer is able to do this.

We aren’t just reading the st0ry, but we are being shown the story in a way that words simply cannot describe.  Take the birds picture – describing that moment in the same way that this two-page photographic spread does would have been impossible.  The narrative goes along, you read absorbed, and then suddenly you turn the page and birds fly into the air, you can hear them fly into the air and you don’t expect it and it works.  In the same way, ELAIC3in parts the text blackens and blackens until it’s unreadable, but you know that is simply because the story cannot go on being told the way it is, it just collapses into darkness, and the sort of darkness that cannot be explained by words alone.

I was always of the opinion that words only would suffice to explain things in a novel – that’s what novels were for – but now I can see that the incredible mix of words and pictures can really work.

Read it if you: enjoy something different, well written and interesting, are looking for something a bit sad, but entirely memorable, like an interesting narrating voice, don’t necessarily want answers and a straightforward ending to a novel.

While reading, listen to: The Sunken Cathedral Claude Debussy (is mentioned in the novel, so you should probably listen to it to have an idea of what Safran Foer is talking about), Symphony No. 1 (In Memoriam Dresden) Daniel Bukvich is also worth listening to, especially during the Dresden scene.

~cormac mccarthy~ all the pretty horses

ATPHRead it in: a week

I love Cormac McCarthy.  There is something breathtaking about his prose, something that makes me need to dog-ear pages and write particular descriptions down so that I won’t forget them.  He is able to invoke such loneliness in his passages, such a feeling of raw and natural beauty. 

This is the third McCarthy book that I have read.  The other two were ‘The Road’ and ‘The Crossing’, which I will do reviews of shortly, I promise.  ‘All the Pretty Horses’ is the first book of the Border Trilogy, of which ‘The Crossing’ is the second book, but I don’t see why you should read them in order.  All of the books in this trilogy take place around the Mexican/US border, about the divides between the two countries, the contrasts therein, the different predicaments that characters face on either side of that border.

In ‘All the Pretty Horses’, John Grady Cole and his friend cross this border on a journey of discovery and longing for something that they don’t even know they long for yet.  They make new friends, new enemies, suffer heartaches and tragedies, acts of kindness and acts of revenge and greed.  John Grady falls in love, both boys fall into the hands of the Mexican police, their friend falls into a vicious cycle of revenge, all characters undergo significant change and can never go back to the life they once lived.

All through this novel are glimpses of the countryside that surrounds and dictates the events the boys experience.  This is not a book wherein you can read and read and still have no idea what country you’re in or what time period or what the surroundings look like.  McCarthy expends a lot of time talking about the scenery, but not just talking about it, describing it beautifully and in an intrinsically detailed manner.  I have to give you a sample:

When the truck finally pulled out and they saw him still standing they offered their bundles for him to sit on and he did so and he nodded and dozed to the hum of the tires on the blacktop and the rain stopped and the night cleared and the moon that was already risen raced among the high wires by the highway side like a single silver music note burning in the constant and lavish dark and the passing fields were rich from the rain with the smell of earth and grain and peppers and the sometime smell of horses. (page 225)

So this is just one sentence.  McCarthy allows himself one sentence in a whole section of narrative to describe the surroundings, a seemingly short allowance, except that his sentences go on and on.  I don’t think that’s a bad thing, personally.  I’ve even started to imitate it in my own writing.  It gives a definite sense of a particular moment in time, we can feel the hours that John Grady spends dozing in that truck, even though it is only one sentence.  We can feel the constancy of the moon and the fields, that sort of never-changing aspect that always stays exactly the same no matter how much the characters or their lives may change beyond recognition.

Read it if you: enjoy beautiful, beautiful prose, are interested in the life of (well, cowboys…) on the Mexican/US border, like horses, want something to savour, don’t mind a bit of tragedy, like a bit of philosophical musing.

While reading this, listen to: Re: stacks Bon Iver, The Darkest Side The Middle East, Flume Bon Iver, Brackett, WI Bon Iver

~kazuo ishiguro~ never let me go

NLMGRead it in: six days

Have to say, I saw the movie first and then read this book.  Saw this movie, in particular, because one day I got a fabulous idea for a novel where someone was born to donate their organs to science.  I thought it would be fantastic, what a great story!  Only to realise that it had already been done.  But not only that, had been done very, very well.

So the film was great, but only gave us an hour and a half’s worth of the story, while as when I finally dived into this book, I received a good two weeks’ worth.  Something about Japanese authors, I think, attracts me to them.  Even if Ishiguro was raised mostly in England, I’ve never read a half-arsed Japanese-born author.

Everything about this novel is amazing.  It has an unassuming style – first person prose, the main character telling her story as casual as conversation, yet she has a way of becoming sidetracked and recalling events of her life, which, in this haphazard manner, is how we are told her tragic but poignant story.  What the film does chronologically, the narrator does when it suits her and when the memory is relevant.

The prose is wonderful, to say the least.  It isn’t something, like that of Cormac McCarthy, that is so intricate as to distract you from the plot, but the way scenes are explained, the way you can imagine yourself in these places experiencing all these different things, is very much worth your time.

The story is tragic, very tragic, but it has an inevitability to it that distinguishes it from those Holocaust-Nazi-Germany-concentration-camp stories that are tragic in a spontaneous and sometimes almost action-packed manner.  From before halfway through this book (and from the beginning, now that I’ve revealed the spoiler) you know that these characters are all going to die.  Or you think they might find a way to escape it, but you can see in their mentality an acceptance of their inevitable premature deaths.  In this way it is tragic, and the way that the main character so readily accepts this is tragic, however it always made me feel as if I ought to spend my life doing something more worthwhile after reading this.  (Really, I know all I’m going to do is spend my life reading books like this.)

This book is incredibly thought provoking on many levels.  The issue of organ donation itself, and raising humans particularly for that purpose,  is a very ethically-complex subject.  And this book deals with that contestation as well as bringing it to the forefront of the reader’s mind.  I have also heard this book described once as part of the horror genre.  I don’t know how true this is, or what definition they were using, but it definitely is an interesting thought.  The concept itself could probably function as a horror movie with a few gory closeups and some good cinematography.  But see for yourselves.

Read it if you: enjoy a good storyline, good characters, good prose, want something incredibly poignant and thought provoking, want something that will stay with you long after you put it down, like being sad about fictional characters.

While you read it, listen to: I’ve got to recommend the film soundtrack – they did do a very good job, I think it won some sort of award – so here goes.  Never Let Me Go, The Pier, To the Cottages, The Worst Thing I Ever Did

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