~lionel shriver~ we need to talk about kevin

wnttakRead it in: probably 10 days

As you might have guessed, anything to do with mass murder and children makes me fascinated.  My choice in books to read really does reflect this, I feel.  At first, when this book came out a couple of years ago, I dismissed it as airport novel material, you know, with the hooking plotline that keeps you reading but really with no literary significance.  So it was finally seeing it for a very decent price at my favourite second hand book stall, along with the tag that it had won the Orange Prize (not quite sure how the Orange Prize differs from other prizes, but it certainly is a recommendation in itself), I decided I had to buy it and read it.

If you don’t already know, the basic premise is that our protagonist Eva is trying to come to terms with the fact that her son killed several of his classmates and is now in jail.  Eva wonders, of course, what went wrong, and spends much of the book trying to come to terms with a son she never really learned to love.

This book surprised me in more ways than one.  First of all, the characters were not entirely likeable.  Most of them had likeable aspects, but the unlikeable ones were perhaps emphasised more than the likeable ones.  At the heart of it, it is about blame, and most of the book revolves around the question of whether Kevin’s mother can really be called responsible, at least in part, for Kevin’s deed.  It starts right back at the beginning, even before the conception of Kevin, going through every stage of his life with incredible detail.  We hear about all his exploits as a child, Eva’s attempts to love him despite these, the hardships the small family go through and the shocking events that occur at Kevin’s hand.

I described it to my mother as a ‘parental horror story’.  It is horror in a sense, but probably a type of horror most affective for people who have had children.  It is about a child who seems to have gone wrong in every way, yet there is nothing in the child’s upbringing that is abnormal in any way.  Kevin as a child and as an adolescent was never happy with his place in the world, was never happy with the world itself.  He was the child that was impossible to understand, impossible to please, impossible to punish, who loved to destroy and injure others.  Yes, I found it a little chilling.

Shriver does write well, I have to say.  She (yes, Lionel is a she) creates a great sense of suspense throughout the book, written as letters from Eva to her husband, through which we grasp some details of the actual events but not all.  It is only at the very end that we realise what exactly occurred, in its full-blown, descriptive horror.

And like most things I enjoy reading, it delves into the philosophical aspects to this question.  Shriver talks about good and evil, about nature vs. nurture, about motherly love, distrust, hate, apathy and infamy.  Shriver depicts only one family whose child commits a school shooting – yet these things occur several times a year, therefore there must be hundreds of families by now who go through a very similar process to this.  Something that you would usually pass off, thinking more about the victims of such a tragedy than the perpetrator, as almost cliched these days becomes something big, a 450 page epic detailing decades of life.

It’s quite depressing, it definitely doesn’t leave you with much hope left, so read something happy once you finish it.

Read it if you: don’t mind tragedy, are interested in any of the philosophical things listed above, want a different kind of psychological horror

While reading listen to: Metric Help I’m Alive (Acoustic), Florence + The Machine No Light No Light, U2 Numb

~yukio mishima~ death in midsummer and other stories

dimaosRead it in: one day (or maybe two)

I do like Yukio Mishima, and his writing is mandatory reading before I go to Japan in 15 days.  This was a collection of short stories that I picked up from a second hand bookstore for $5 (I can’t resist a bargain, especially if the author is Japanese).  It contains ten stories: Death in Midsummer, Three Million Yen, Thermos Flask, The Priest of Shiga Temple and His Love, The Seven Bridges, Patriotism, Dojoji, Onnagata, The Pearl and Swaddling Clothes.  Some of these stories are longer than others.  Some are terrible and sad, others simply strange snapshots into the daily lives of people.

Mishima is an interesting character, and his stories usually involve the themes of dying Japanese beauty, nationalism and post-war cynicism.  He often approaches these topics in an almost scientific manner, with clear prose, simply describing without emotion.  A sort of numbness, sad and cutting straight to the bone.  This is especially evident in the story ‘Death in Midsummer’, which talks about a woman who loses three loved ones on one fateful summer’s day, and ‘Patriotism’, which talks in a very, very graphic manner, about a husband and wife who commit ritual suicide.

‘Patriotism’ was the story that stood out the most for me.  It was terribly sad, but very graphic and scientific in its description.  We learn from the first paragraph that this husband and wife will commit ritual suicide.  Then we get to know them.  We hear about their last hours together in great, great detail, we know every movement, which makes it all the more tragic.  Like a time bomb waiting to go off, we wait for them to pull the knives out and commit the terrible act.  Japanese ritual suicide is a funny thing.  It is not like suicide, in that it is almost forced by the societal concept of honour.  One is put in a situation where to not commit ritual suicide would be a great shame and something you would have to live with for the rest of your life.  It is a choice, but it is not a choice.  It is so very tragic.  After reading that story, I just sat in shock for a while.  Then I had to take a walk and do something else.  I couldn’t get the images out of my head.  It did shock me, it shocked me to the core.

Do you know what is the most shocking thing about this story?  That Mishima himself, only three years after publishing this collection, committed ritual suicide in exactly the same way.  The story ‘Patriotism’ is terrifying in every way, gut-wrenching and heart-wrenching.  I would never, ever want to do anything akin to hara-kiri after reading that, yet after writing such a thing, Mishima did exactly that.  It’s unbelievable, and I will do a post detailing Mishima and his suicide in more depth, because I think it is so interesting.

Mishima is also a very good one for descriptions, when he wants to be.  You can’t write about some aspects of Japan without description, it’s simply such a beautiful place.  And Mishima manages to incorporate into his descriptions exactly what he wants to say all along: images of death, wilting beauty, the destruction of the traditional.  Yes, I will give you an example:

A forlorn willow that they normally would never have noticed as they sped past it in a car grew from a tiny patch of earth in a break in the concrete.  Its leaves, faithful to tradition, trembled in the river breeze.  Late at night the noisy buildings around it died, and only this willow went on living. (pg 94)

Mishima was one of the key writers in Japanese literature, immensely popular in his time, and in order to understand Japanese culture at a greater level, he is mandatory reading.

Read it if you: intend to go to Japan and understand the culture, are interested in Japanese literature, like snapshots of people’s lives, want to understand ritual suicide and Japanese tradition and that sort of thing.

While reading listen to: Four Tet Unspoken, Schubert Standchen

~joseph conrad~ almayer’s folly

afRead it in: around five days

Visiting my grandparents and seeing the rows and rows of old, decaying books in their house always inspires me to read classics that I never otherwise would have had the time to in between post-modern Don Delillos and Philip Roths and the inevitable George R. R. Martin tome.  It was at my grandparents’ house that I re-discovered my love for Joseph Conrad.  Note to thorough readers: please don’t be alarmed that I finished this in less than a week – this was another one of my intensive book-reading periods, where I spent my days literally sitting by the fire in an armchair (or more likely sprawled out on the floor next to the cat) just reading for hours and hours.

The first Conrad that I read was Heart of Darkness (of course), which I thought was very interesting, although I couldn’t quite grasp what it was about.  Now, about two years later, I have become positively Marxist about ideas of colonialism and the effect on the natives and blah blah, don’t get me started on it.  Hence, I thought I’d read a Joseph Conrad set in the colonies.  Also, I was about to take off the Sri Lanka with my family – another ex-colony – and thought it would be interesting to have some background, even if this one was set in a completely different place to Sri Lanka.

As you might have guessed, the main character is Almayer, who is a European man married to a Malayan wife and with a daughter by her called Nina.  Nina falls in love with a Malayan Prince named Dain and her father is distraught at the thought of losing his daughter.  In the meantime, Dain is wanted by the Dutch and Almayer has the choice either to hand Dain in or to let him escape with his daughter.

What really intrigued me about this book was that it not only captured the tenuous relationship between father and daughter during the events of the novel, but it also depicted the colony and the way of life of Almayer and his native family in a very interesting way.  His use of language is wonderful, especially for Conrad, for whom English was a second language.  The descriptions are fantastic and so very vivid that it made reading this book a delight.  It made me want to go back to Malaysia more than anything, but it also made me want to read more of his work.

Read it if you: like Joseph Conrad (this is his earliest work, apparently, but still very worthwhile), are interested in colonial Malaya, like reading about the inner workings of the mind and morality issues, etc.

While reading, listen to: I don’t know if any modern music will cut it.  The descriptions will suffice, so make do with Conrad’s fantastic descriptions of what the Malayan peninsula sounds like.  It’s worth it.

 

~john green~ the fault in our stars

TFIOSRead it in: around two weeks

I have a friend who is a diehard John Green fan, and she chucked a fit when she heard I hadn’t read his latest work.  I’d read another of his, ‘An Abundance of Katherines’, and yes, it was a good book, but I wasn’t very much into YA anymore and I had a lot of great things coming up on my reading list…

Turned out this was not one to be turned down.  I had heard that it was great, but I didn’t expect it to actually fulfill my expectations.  Well, it did more than that.  I love John Green and everything, he’s a great guy with a great sense of humour and a talent for writing, but this was quite an amazing book.  It stood out from others and I can’t stop thinking about it.

Alright, so I’ll admit it.  I cried.  I do that very rarely.  The only books in which I’ve cried that I can list off the top of my head are ‘Goodnight, Mr. Tom’ and ‘My Sister’s Keeper’ (the book is so much sadder, don’t bother with the movie).  In ‘Goodnight, Mr. Tom’ I cried multiple times.  In ‘The Fault in Our Stars’, I cried multiple times as well.

Alright, so I stayed up past midnight reading this because I couldn’t put it down.  And then cried.  And then finished the book.  And then couldn’t get to sleep because I kept crying.

Bravo, John Green, that’s probably one of the most literature-fuelled emotional times I have had in my life.

But, I thought to myself, I should have expected it.  The two main characters have/had cancer.  You read the blurb on the back of the book and you just know there’s going to be a death!  It’s expected!  You’d be disappointed if there wasn’t one!  I was reading through the book waiting for death to come knocking, and when it did, it bowled me over.

It wasn’t just the way it was written, it was the scenes and the emotions that were portrayed, and, most of all, Green’s amazing characterisation abilities.  The characters, the scenes, stayed in my head long after I’d finished this book.

Probably the best YA book I’ve ever read.

Read it if you: are looking at this review sceptically, shaking your head and saying, “Wouldn’t reduce me to tears…”, and are nodding right now while reading this, like interesting and humorous prose

While reading, listen to: I’ll Try Anything Once The Strokes, Patience Low Roar, I’ll Never Forget You Birdy

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